Thursday, September 04, 2003
*nurul
booooooo. dinch go to skooool. wheeeeee. must stop pon-ning. but last nite i was reallie going crazie. literally crazie. and everywhr was aching. and i felt totalie horrible and i couldnt go to sleep. and i totallie LOVE my parents afterall. i think i scared dem. i oso felt like as dou i was going crazie. going insane. and i was saying dat "wad if when i grow up i reallie go crazie? den you all hafta visit me at the mental hospital." dey were so nice to me last nite. and for the first time in years, my dad tucked me in to sleep. he told me to rest and must take care of myself. =] its been so long since my parents tucked me in at nite. =(
this morning my dad let me dun go to sch. hahahx. still felt quite horrible larhhhh. fever subsided a lil. hehs.
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
*nurul
and i lost everything i typed. bahsx. this is so frustrating. right now my mind is so blank. all my body parts hurt. and my head wanna burst soon. i just wanna sae some stuff. if this is how its gonna end. fine. but i thot. i thot.. i thot frens would give each other a chance to explain wad happened. to straightened out wadever dat happened. but i guess i was wrong. i've given up oredi larhhhh. wadever it is, wadever the truth is, wadever pple wanna believe. i leave it up to you. *takes a deep breath
so sorrie to sarah and aishan cuz i ruined your "high" and happie mood. but thanks for the shoulders for me to lean on. thanks to alicia and pin pin too. and i guess i freaked out a lot of pple todae? hmmm. other den the oh so cute mrs goh. who was so surprised to see me slumped on the wet floor in the toilet. YUCKS! cant believe i even sat dere. oh welll. she thot it was trouble wif police? no. principal? no. parents? no. school? no. *smiles. and i think i freaked out some pple along orchard road too. woooh. dey saw a "mad-woman-in-crez-u-walking-aimlessly-crying-all-the-way" woooooh. hah.
had a horrible nite last nite and a horrible dae todae. went to sch specially for guides. although my head hurt, everywhr hurt. hmmmm. so loyal to guides ya? =P had 284654165 nose bleeds last nite. was nearlie not sleeping the whole nite. horrible horrible.